Hello my lovely readers and welcome to the new post on my blog!
How are you? I hope your week has been amazing so far. Mine hasn’t been that amazing but it’s okay now, I have survived through these five days behind me, it’s finally the weekend and I cannot wait to write a few posts for you guys!
About my phone, it’s still at the mobile service and I hope it’ll be fixed on Monday because I kinda miss it.
It felt like everything is going wrong lately.
My mind was so messed up by the fact I have so many things to do and my anxiety got unbearable.
I was blaming myself constantly when I got bad results on this blog, in school etc.and judging myself in my head. The truth is… I never wanted to be average.
I am not aiming to be the best, to be a perfect person because perfection doesn’t really exist at all, it’s just the condition in our heads we are all hoping to reach but we gotta admit it – we’ll never be perfect to some people, and to others we will always be perfect.
I don’t want to be average because I am hoping to accomplish something in life that will help and serve people even when I am gone. I am hoping I will stay in people’s lives even when I am gone, I don’t want to be forgotten…
So I always set goals for myself and most of the time, I reach them but when I don’t… It feels like everything’s so wrong and I get into the bad mood for days, even weeks sometimes. I might look like I am happy because I always smile a lot and people would describe me as an optimistic person but it’s just not like that in my head, unfortunately. Sometimes, just because you are breathing doesn’t mean you are alive.
That’s why I decided to write this post – to convince myself and all of you THERE IS something to look forward to in life even if you are going through the worst time of your lives.
Life is made of ups and downs and we need to realize it will all pass to be able to appreciate everything. When everything is making you unhappy, appreciate that feeling. It might sound crazy but you need to start appreciating bad things in life to be able to look forward to the good ones.
Just remember everything will be alright. Everything will pass.
The bad times will pass and the amazing stuff is going to happen to you, you just need to believe in that! Something big, amazing and great is going to happen to you and you need to stay strong through all of the things that are currently happening to you to make it till the moment you will be feeling like the happiest person on this world.
I want you to remember that your happiness shouldn’t be depending on the people surrounding you. If someone is making you unhappy, just let them go. They aren’t your people.
And when you are kind of forced to have them in your life (like people on your work or in school), if they are making you feel sad all the time you are not doing it right! When they give their unwanted comments with an aim to make you feel bad, just ignore them. Focus on yourself, your own goals and aims and don’t ever settle till you make them come true.
”You try to do the best with what you’ve got and ignore everything else. That’s why horses get blinders in horse racing: You look at the horse next to you, and you lose a step.”- Jimmy Iovine
That was all for this post! Really hope I have helped you at least a little bit! Love you all to the moon and back and talk to you really soon!