Hi there…
It’s March 2nd now and I don’t know when I’d be able to publish this post.
We live in the world where your body and your face is everything! It decides with who you will hanging out, fall in love, even which job you can or cannot do.
Living in that world, to a girl like me who is pretty short (about 163-4cm) and not fat but I don’t know how to say it… I weight about 62 kilograms… Has been pretty stressful. Earlier when my friends used to call me fat but as a joke, I felt like I need to do something with my body because I don’t like it (I didn’t care that much what people tell me, but what I think) so I started working out. There were a lot of fails during this journey, but I loved the feeling I get when I finish my workout. I hated working out while doing it but then… I realized that whenever I finish my workout, I feel like I’ve done something I should be proud of and that I’m one step closer to my ”dream body”.
The last workout, 15 minutes ago, didn’t past that well for me…
The 5 minutes before I would normally finish my workout I… I got that horrible pain in my knee. I had a lot of problems with my left knee before. For one time I wasn’t even able to walk. I was visiting one Doctor to another, and when I finally got the answer, they told me the little bone in my knee has been moved and that I need to do some ”leg lift and downs” (can’t really tell how they called that move/workout) so I did it and my knee was okay. Until 15 minutes ago…
I fell on the floor and started crying. My sister was there with me and she called my mom who has helped me to get up and she massaged me knee a little bit. Then it stopped. The pain was gone but…
My mom told me that she doesn’t allow me to workout anymore. It was a huge disappointment to me! I didn’t cry because of the pain anymore, I cried because I knew that I… I will never be skinny…
I sat down for a little bit and cried a lot but my mom told me that I she allows me to walk if I want, not run, just walk, but that’d be effective, too. Just to don’t work out anymore.
I’ve stopped crying and I realized that my new workout will be walking and that’s totally fine.
I’ll be walking for about 30-40 minutes everyday (I’ve already imagined my plan) and I’ll just have to be careful with my calories intake.
But hey… That was one of the most important moments of my life because I… I’ve realized that I already have my ”dream body” and yeah, it’s not skinny, but it’s healthy and I love it. I love my body the way it is. I don’t want to be skinny anymore. I want to be confident! I want to be myself!
I want to feel happy about who I am and never be ashamed of my body again!
Maybe I’d like to lose a couple of kilograms and that’s it! I love my body and that’s why I’m going to eat healthy from now. That doesn’t mean that I’ll be vegan or something like that but I respect those people, don’t get me wrong, I’ll have a bar of chocolate from time to time, I’ll treat myself if I feel like it and that’s all!
From now I’m, also, trying to get confident and I’m inviting all of you to this life-changing journey. Because… What’s wrong with being confident? Haha Demi Lovato is bae!
Love you guys all and I hope you’ve enjoyed reading this post!
See ya next time!
Umalo sam pocela plakati.Predivan i poucan post.Nadam se da ces biti bolje i nadam se da ces ostati svoja i ne mjenjati se.Zelim ti mnogo srece.
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Yes I totally agree with you that confidence is the biggest jewel for a woman to thrive in life. Keep sharing =)
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Thank you, dear.. It makes me get to know you better. đ love it.
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Most important you are healthy and confidence about yourself. From your photo, you are neither fat or skinny. In my opinion, you look good!
Aww thank you very much dear! xx
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Hello dear Vildana!
I just came across your blog & this post and I want to say few words.
As I see in your ''About me'' you are only 14 y/o CUTE girl who needs to know that you don't need that kind of problems in your life right now. You are still teenager and your body will transform through years.
Hating your body won't make you thin & happy. First you have to love yourself enough to live a healthy lifestyle.
Believe me, I've been there & when you become older than you realize that first you have to be happy with what you have & than start working on what you want. Not just with your body but everything.
I live healthy lifestyle & work out daily because I am 25 and my body needs that if I want to be in shape but my advice for you is to try to stay away from fast food, bread, candies and switch to healthy habits. Eat lots of veggies & drink tons of water and enjoy every single day in your life with smile on your face. That's what should be priority to you.
There are so many beautiful reasons to be happy and you should focus on that đ
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Oh my God, thank you so much for this beautiful comment! I can't even describe to you how thankful I am for this! Thank you for your advice, I'll try my best to stay on track with my healthy lifestyle and workouts. You are such an inspiration to me and thank you again for that! xx
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I love this post! It was so great to hear about your exercise plans. I've started exercising too and I plan to lose a few pounds đ
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Thank you so much! Good luck dear!x
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I feel we learn a lot about ourselves more so when we get older. I for one took a long time to truly like myself. Growing up is really tough but once you get comfortable in your own skin everything seems to be a lot easier. Glad to hear you are doing great!
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You are just the sweetest person, dear. Look at that wonderful smile. What a journey you take us on in this writing, the ups and downs of life. They will always come to you but if you keep this attitude of confidence and love of yourself the bad times will hurt less and the happy times will be even more amazing. Life is 95% how we decided to see things. And sometimes it will be too much for you and that is OK too, it happens to us all. Then you have the sadness you wrote about in your other post. But I am very excited to see how you have decided to feel and act about this change in your life. Very proud of you đ xoxo
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Thank you so much dear, this means the world to me, thank you billion times! xx